Monday, January 23, 2006

Top 5 things that come in cans

I've been having too much fun with pictures lately. In an effort to control myself by inducing rock bottom, here are my top 5 favorite things that come in cans.





5. It is really hard to take a legitimate meal and make it taste good out of a can. Dinty Moore Beef Stew is by far the best at this nearly impossible task.















4. Soup isn't a legitimate meal, it can be an ingredient in some excellent cooking. Campbell's Condensed Cream of Chicken is easy to cook with and lays the groundwork for some awesome meals.
















3. Beer comes in cans. Unfortunately the best beers come in bottles (I guess we could debate if a keg counts as a can), so 3 is the highest spot in the can hierarchy for beer. Coors Original is my favorite beer that is widely available in cans.













2. Soda is awesome. A cold cola is one of the most easily available simple pleasures in life. Cherry Pepsi is my favorite soda.










1. It isn't a legitimate meal for the exact same reason that Twinkies aren't a legitimate pastry, but I defy you to name anything that comes in a can that is better than Spaghetti-Os.




Ok there might be one thing better: Spaghetti Os with meatballs

9000 awesome words








Sunday, January 22, 2006

I hate people... no I don't

I stumbled upon this page of quotes by Alexis de Tocqueville, who I had never previously heard of. He was French, but I won't hold that against him. Apparently he famously observed that it is easier for people to accept a simple lie than a complex truth; a full discussion of that concept would be worthy of a doctoral thesis.

Several quotes struck me, but for now I'll note this one:

"Those that despise people will never get the best out of others and themselves."

When I see irrationality winning out over reason, I'm often tempted to think "I hate people." But I always hold back because I know that hating people is giving up on them, and giving up on myself. I'm not going to do that. Reason wins.

Wisdom of Stevie Wonder

When you believe in things that you don't understand
Then you suffer
Superstition ain't the way, hey hey hey.

Saturday, January 21, 2006

running bad (i love variance)

Win Percentage, BB per hand

First pair is from 120,000 hands at a variety of limits and # of players. Winrate a spectacular 0.68BB/100 hands. Second pair is from 3,874 hands in the last 3 days. Winrate -4.31 BB/100.


AA: 81%, 2.08 / 64%, 0.10
KK: 75%, 1.92 / 72%, 0.94
QQ: 70%, 1.54 / 65%, 1.40
AKs: 65%, 1.02 / 58%, 0.93
AKo: 59%, 0.45 / 52%, -0.15

Tough to win when your biggest cashcows aren't pulling their share, especially when you can't pull that much to begin with.

In conclusion: woe is me, variance sucks, I suck.

Friday, January 20, 2006

"Don't blame religion for what evil people do"

Some great discussion in the comments of my recent entries, definitely worth checking the comments out if you haven't. Thanks to everyone for your thoughts.

I wanted to highlight my response to someone who basically said that I shouldn't blame religion for the terrible things that people have done, because they were just bad people using religion in a bad way.

"i am quite sure there is some corruption involved and its not automatically the relgion to blame."

Do you think we should give judges the power to seize anyone's assets without explaination or appeal? Lets call that the Donkey Power.

And there are lots of good reasons to use the Donkey Power - you could take everything a drug dealer has and give it to needy children. Only the corrupt judges would abuse that priveledge, so its not that there's anything wrong with the Donkey Power, only there's something wrong with anyone who uses it inappropriately. Right? Come on.

Any power granted to people can be used inappropriately. For that reason we should be very careful what powers we give and why.

I like many of the core social teachings of religions. I don't like the absolutes and eternal consequences that they use to blackmail people who can't think for themselves. Be good because you'll go to heaven? No, be good because we're all better off that way.

Some religious leaders teach heaven and hell to encourage people to do good. They're the judges who use the Donkey Power to steal from drug dealers and give to needy children.

Some religious leaders teach heaven and hell to get people to fly planes into buildings. They're the judges who use the Donkey Power to steal from you to buy themselves a new car.

And here's the other thing. Do you think that Osama sees himself as a bad person? Of course not. Not too many people wake up in the morning and think "I'm going to do some evil today." Osama probably genuinely believes that his god will reward him for what he's doing. Is his god wrong but yours is right? The answer of course is that there is no god. God is the Donkey Power that someone invented and that people use for good or bad like every other power.

If Osama didn't have his imaginary friend, would he be trying to kill Americans? Maybe he'd find another reason. But he'd have a tougher time recruiting his soliders, who'd rather try to find 1 virgin here on earth since they'd know they aren't getting 6 dozen of them when they die. They'd rather trade with the US and improve their own lives than kill themselves fighting a far superior military power.

"religion is just the vehicle used by some evil people."

And its a really fucking powerful vehicle, so why give it to anyone? Yeah the donkey power can be used to do good, but it can also be used to do bad. Why put the donkey power out there if we can fight crime and poverty in other ways? We don't need religion. We dont need to invent heaven and hell to have reason to do good. And we dont need to give evil people such a powerful weapon to manipulate people.

my poker past and future

After a terrible evening, I decided to do some poker introspection. The following is semi-stream of consciousness.

Let's put tonight's loss in perspective.

At all levels since June 1, I've won 0.76 BB/100 in 120,000 hands.

$3/6: 0.77bb, 52k hands
$5/10: 1.27bb, 22k hands
$10/20: 0.49bb, 23k hands
$15/30: 0.56bb, 14k hands

If you're wondering why bothered with $15/30 when I haven't even shown much profitability at $3/6, here's the rough sequence of limits since June:

$10/20 ---> $15/30 hot at first, then very cold ---> retreat down to $10/20, frigidly cold --> retreat all the way down to $3/6, double from 2 to 4 tables and grind away, gradually go to 6 tables (which lowers my winrate) --> $5/10

So here I am at $5/10 and based on everything else, my 1.3 bb/100 here might be temporarily too high because I'm running hot. (1.3 would be 1.5bb if not for tonight. Shows you how volatile this stat is) Or maybe I've finally learned something and I'm improving a bit.

When I first move to a new game I'm very cautious about table selection, which probably helps me get off to a hot start. But when I'm being cautious, I'm not playing nearly as much because the higher stakes make it more emotional. Then I look at how little I'm playing and see that I've got a good winrate at first, and I start forcing myself to play more, sacrificing selectivity. Eventually I get sloppy, sit down without scouting it out, and play too many tables at a time. And then I start wondering what went wrong.

A better approach to moving to a new game would be to play it a bit here and there when the games look good, but then drop down and play the game I had been comfortable with before moving up. Or better yet, make damn sure I have a solid long-term win rate in a game before jumping up. Unfortunately financial constraints force me to try to maintain a minimum level of income, and laziness constraints limit the hours I play, so I tend to want to play higher than I probably should.

I've said this same shit so many times, and I keep having the same problem. This game is hard. It seeks out my weaknesses and exploits them. You can do the income math on the numbers above. Its not impressive at all. Luckily rakeback and bonuses more than double that number, otherwise I'd be employed by now. As it is, I'm just barely getting by month to month.

I always try to make these kind of entries have a positive spin. "If I do this or that, I have reason to be optimistic... blah blah..." Should I really be optimistic?

I think it is pretty clear by now that given my skill level, expenses, and endurance, I'm going to struggle to build a bankroll and move up to higher limits. But I'm clearly a proven winner at this point, albeit a marginal winner.

But then would I probably be a marginal winner at the next level? Say I can win 1.2 bb/100 at $5/10. That's $12 per 100 hands. Could I expect to win 0.8bb/100 at $10/20? That seems like a reasonable assumption. That's $16 per 100 hands with the same skill level. Plus then I'd be playing against better competition and hopefully learning from them and improving.

Is it insane to think I'd be better off playing higher when I haven't even been able to build a bankroll to afford higher stakes? This is part of the reason I think selling my house would be a good idea. I could live someplace cheaper that lowers my monthly expenses, increasing the amount of my winnings that I can reinvest in my bankroll. Hell if I had no expenses the last 6 months, I'd have a very nice bankroll. Plus I could use some of the cash infusion from the equity gain to pad my bankroll and possibly move to higher stakes.

Another weird possibility would be having someone stake me. I've never really seriously considered such an arrangement, but it might be a good fit here if someone with money to risk buys into the idea that I'd probably be a winner at a higher level. I'm not sure if playing with someone else's money would make me feel less pressure or more, although I suspect less since I'm a selfish bastard (luckily in this case that works to the advantage of my theoretical backer).

Maybe the Vegas trip I have planned for April would be a good test-run for a staking deal. From what I hear about the $20/40 and 30/60 games out there, I probably have the skill but not the bankroll to beat them. If anyone wants to invest in a mediocre poker player, let me know. (Yes, someone asking to borrow money is a huge warning sign that they'd be a bad investment. That's why this isn't really me asking. It is more like me letting you know about a lukewarm opportunity that we could consider. I expect the offers to now come flooding in.)

Anyway, the fact that my prospects for advancing are based more on capital infusions than hard work or skill is probably an indication that I won't be a professional poker player in 5 years. I've been thinking of other things I might like to do, but most of them will take some time to get started, so I think I'll be doing this for at least another year if I can make it. I still really enjoy poker, and I imagine it will be a great hobby and supplemental income source for the rest of my life.

terrible poker post, DO NOT READ

seriously I can't imagine anyone would want to read this. fair warning. halfway down there's a list of reason to read it. i'll highlight it in red. if any of those apply to you, maybe give the rest of it a read.

I've been sitting at a table for close to two hours now, with a huge fish directly on my right. He played almost 90% of his hands, and calls til the river with any hand. He'll bet, raise or check-raise only when he has a huge hand, 3 of a kind or better. Nobody else at the table has been better than mediocre.

I have nothing to show for this. Having position on this guy I've been raising quite frequently (27% of my hands) to isolate, and only 1 other player seems aware that I'm doing this. But the fish has made enough miracle hands against me that I've only managed to break even. It is getting pretty frustrating, especially since I got beat up tonight on a couple other tables and this one should be helping make up for those..

This is just a stupid bad beat story. Nobody wants to read it but writing it has theraputic properties. I've been on a terrible run lately so I need whatever edge I can get. In fact since I started writing it, things have turned around a bit. Nope, nevermind, some idiot just called with pocket deuces til the river and spiked a set. Woohoo!

If you're still reading there's an excellent chance that one of the following applies to you:
  • excessive gay love for me
  • hate me cause of the bad things I said about God and want to bask in my misery like a good Christian
  • really really bored at work
  • computer is frozen and you are glued to your chair
  • you just really love bad beat stories
Hooray I just flopped a set against this idiot. Uh-oh he check-raised me. Guess I'll call down and see his straight. Yup.

[note: it gets a lot worse from here]

The idiot has now lost 67 big bets at this table, I'm sitting on his right, and I've lost 4. Awesome. This is pathetic. I am terrible at this game.

Yay he just check-called to the river w/A5 on a 678T5 board against my K9. Now I'm only down 1 bet. I just flopped a set of Kings now. Turn made a flush, sweet. Yup, I lose to 8-2 suited. Fuck me. Great the next hand some guy bet-3bet the Q52 flop with T7 and turned a T to beat my A4 flush draw. Thanks to the river 4 for making me call.

Oh boy here is AA. T7 guy 3bet me, fish calls, I cap. Board KJ6Q6 I put in lots of bets Fish boy bet the river with T9. I guess I should have folded. T7 guy mucked. Dear fucking god.

I don't really know when to stop in these situations. I've lost so much money tonight, but this is such a good table. How can I leave this seat? The fish has now lost 85 BBs, and I've lost 17 here, plus another 40 on other tables. I might as well just get a job.

There's my top 2 pair KJ losing to T4, who raised preflop. Awesome.

KJ again. Isolate! Some guy cold-calls and then raises the flop! Fold! Lose!

Alright fuck it. Nothing good will come of keeping playing. Wow what a terrible night. 67 big bets lost tonight, and 160 big bets in under 48 hours, erasing everything I had won in January so far. Seriously, anyone want to hire me?

Thursday, January 19, 2006

I like the prison analogy by the way

I'm planning to keep working with that for future discussion. Obviously the question of guilt or innocence will be used to correspond to the question of the existence of god, although that wasn't its purpose in the context of the honesty illustration.

Am I better than you? and the value of dishonesty

In a comment on the previous post, Brian asked several questions that I might respond to in future posts. But what I want to address now is this question:

"why are you so certain you are so much better than others because you base your entire life on logic and reason?"

The notion of one person being better than another is meaningless to me. I don't think I'm better than anyone. I don't think anyone is better than anyone.

"Better" only makes sense to me in relation to goals. Which is a better car: a minivan or a Porshe? Well it depends if you need to get 1 person someplace in a hurry or 6 people someplace by noon.

When I say that acting rationally is better than acting irrationally, I mean that it is more likely to result in health, happiness, achievement of goals, or any other measure of commonly accepted positive aspects of life. I also think that an individual who behaves rationally is better for his community than one who acts irrationally, with the same positive results being the measure.

(I know that something like "happiness" or "positive aspect of life" are a fuzzy concepts that are difficult to measure. That doesn't make my contention wrong or unprovable, it just makes it more difficult to prove.)

I want to note that believing non-truth can in some ways appear to be advantageous to your health, happiness, and achievement of goals. This is why I also throw in that honesty is important.

As an example here's a scenario.

Assumptions:

  • You wake up in prison, with no memory of what happened for the last week. You are told that you committed a crime and have been sentenced to life in prison. There is no appeal.
  • You strongly believe that someone who committed the crime you are charged with deserves life in prison.
  • The truth is that you had done nothing wrong, but you don't know it.
  • Someone your age in good health can expect to live 50 more years.
  • If you try to escape from prison, you have a 90% chance of being killed in the escape and a 10% chance of escaping and going on to live a normal life outside.
The question: Do you want to know you didn't do anything wrong?

In some ways, it would be better if you believed the lie. You wouldn't wrestle with your lack of memory and wonder if it really happened. You'd never consider escape, so you'd live 50 more years in prison. You'd accept your misdeed and you might be able to achieve happiness knowing that you are fairly paying the price of your crime. You could enjoy reading books and lifting weights and make the best of the situation. Dishonesty has some appeal here.

But I'd sure want to know that I was innocent. Then I could make a choice about escaping. I'd have to decide if a high risk of death is worth my freedom, and I'd probably conclude that it is. I value honesty.

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

Is believing in God stupid?

I've been told that another reason I'm so arrogant is that I seem to think that everyone who believes in god is stupid. I've been contemplating this matter, and I keep thinking about Bill O'Reilly.

I'm mentioned a few times on here that I've occasionally listened to his radio show and I like a lot of what he has to say. I like his approach of being fair-minded and objective, and his willingness to fight for what he believes in. I think he's a brilliant guy, and I know that he is a devoted Catholic.

If he believes in god with absolute certainty, then it is because he doesn't apply the same fair-minded objective standard to his religious thought. In establishing political, historical or scientific claims, he would demand supporting evidence that passes fair tests of logic, objectivity, and reproducibility. No reasons that he or anyone else believe in god would meet those standards of proof.

Is he stupid for believing in god? No. He just hasn't decided to apply those standards to every part of his life.

Is it stupid not to apply such standards to every part of his life? Ah, this is a better question. I think it probably is stupid not to consistently apply standards of proof to all aspects of belief, but I'm not as sure about this. To answer that question, we need to determine the good and bad consequences of that decision. If the bad outweighs the good, belief without adequate evidence is stupid.

Belief in god, or choosing to follow a certain faith has certainly been a very positive thing for many people. The good side of religious faith is well documented, and I don't think I need to elaborate here. Some parts of the bad side of religious faith have also been well documented - people commit all kinds of unspeakable atrocities in the name of god.

But what about Bill O'Reilly? He's not advocating killing all the non-believers, so there isn't that bad consequence of his decision not to apply rigorous standards of proof to his religious faith. But a point I've touched on before from the Atheist Manifesto is that widespread acceptance of religious thinking encourages people to accept false certainties. Just because he doesn't choose to take drastic actions based on his beliefs doesn't mean that other people won't.

If Bill O'Reilly, who demands proof for almost everything, believes in his idea of god without proof, why can't radical Muslim terrorists do the same:

A person can be so well educated that he can build a nuclear bomb while still believing that he will get 72 virgins in Paradise. Such is the ease with which the human mind can be partitioned by faith, and such is the degree to which our intellectual discourse still patiently accommodates religious delusion.

So I think an important downside of Mr. O'Reilly's religious beliefs is that it adds to societal acceptance of irrational conclusions.

No, I don't think Bill O'Reilly is stupid for believing in God. But I suspect it does more harm than good, a suspicion based on my belief that honesty is better than dishonesty. Obviously this entry isn't a full analysis of the harm and the good, it is just to illustrate the kind of approach needed to answer the questions asked.

I'm open to the possibility that full analysis might show that religion does more direct good than harm. But I'm not sure than goodness built on irrational belief is the way I'd like the world to be running. Maybe my valuing honesty is naive.

Monday, January 16, 2006

Atheism under fire

I was confronted today by a very close family member who heard that I wrote that I'm an atheist. It was clear that there was not going to be a discussion, just a very emotional expression of disapproval and an accusation of arrogance. I probably am an arrogant bastard, however it boggles my mind that an otherwise very smart person can think an expression of my (dis)beliefs arrogant.

Such is the preposterous infallibility of the believer; their belief is unassailable, and anyone who dares question it is to be ridiculed and shamed. Is that not the definition of arrogance? We overlook the boundless arrogance of the faithful every day*, mostly because those of us who recognize it would rather try to ignore it than call them out on it and face their self-righteous indignation.

Neither of us expect to be able to change the other's mind. However, because this is someone that I love, I plan to try to explain why my atheism doesn't make me a bad guy.

The claim of arrogance against me was explained by a comment "the vast majority of people, and so many brilliant people believe in God." So the idea is that I'm arrogant for thinking I know better than them.

I'm sure I could spend hours documenting hundreds of stupid things that lots of people believe. I could theorize why people tend to believe dumb things, and tell the story about the Emperor's new clothes. I'll save myself the effort and skip to the bottom line: if a million people believe a stupid idea, it is still a stupid idea.

But I think there is a fair point - learn from smart people. A problem with this is that I could probably also provide plenty of examples of people known for their brilliance in one area who have ridiculous beliefs in other areas. Hitler, Osama, The Unabomber, Sadaam... intelligent people with bad ideas. Some people use their intelligence to cleverly argue the case for a belief they chose irrationally, kind of like brilliant lawyers defending obviously guilty clients.

So the smart people I look to are scientists. The scientific method trains you to remove sources of bias and rely on evidence. Science is open to disagreement, constructive criticism, and falsification of theories. Master the scientific method, and you master the best path we have to discovering truth.

From Natalie Angier's Confessions of a Lonely Atheist:

Recently, Edward J. Larson, a science historian at the University of Georgia, and Larry Witham, a writer, polled scientists listed in American Men and Women of Science on their religious beliefs. Among this general group, a reasonably high proportion, 40 percent, claimed to believe in a "personal God" who would listen to their prayers. But when the researchers next targeted members of the National Academy of Sciences, an elite coterie if ever there was one, belief in a personal God was 7 percent, the flip of the American public at large. This is not to say that intelligence and atheism are in any way linked, but to suggest that immersion in the scientific method, and success in the profession, tend to influence its practitioners.

So here are the stats** on belief in God:

American Public: over 90%
General Scientists: 40%

Elite Scientists: 7%


Scientists are overwhelmingly less likely to believe in God than people with little scientific expertise. I don't even think it is arrogant to profess a belief in God, thus rejecting the disbelief of the people who understand how best to search for and discover truth. But I do think it is arrogant to have all that information and still think less of someone for their atheism.



* Sam Harris: "Only the atheist recognizes the boundless narcissism and self-deceit of the saved. Only the atheist realizes how morally objectionable it is for survivors of a catastrophe to believe themselves spared by a loving God while this same God drowned infants in their cribs."

** I didn't go to the trouble of checking those stats, because I'm lazy. I've seen similar stats before, and I doubt anyone would seriously dispute the contention that atheism is much more common among elite scientists than in the general population, which is all I need to make my point. The inevitable comic result is that some religious zealot will provide stats that show the opposite, I'll criticize their survey methodology, and they'll say the results bias my evaluation. Of course the scientific approach has solved this dilemma - simply have someone review the methodology before they know the results. Religion has also solved this dilemma - simply form your beliefs regardless of evidence, and ignore anyone who questions you.

Saturday, January 14, 2006

For my poker-starved readers

Here's some rare poker content.

I logged on to Absolute Poker in the wee hours of the morning to play my usual $5/10 6-max hold'em game. I was disappointed to see there were only 2 tables going on a Friday night, and that neither of them looked particularly easy. I was just about to head over to Party Poker, when I decided to check out the $10/20 action. I noticed a pair of 6-max games that looked pretty soft, so I decided to take a shot at that limit. I learned that I'm not ready to stomach the swings of this game on a regular basis, but I was able to book a nice win. Here were a few highlight hands, with very little commentary.

Hand 1: I think you're bullshit!

6 handed $10/20 hold'em.
4 folds to me in the small blind with
22♣
I raise to $20 and the big blind calls.

flop ($40):
3♦ A♦ J♠

I bet $10, he raises to $20, I call.

turn ($80):
A♠

I check, he bets $20, I call.

river ($120): 7

I check, he bets $20, I call.

He shows
K♦8♦

I win $157.

Comments: Don't know my opponent, so I assume he plays like the generic 6-max player. I thought if he had an Ace, he'd have reraised preflop or waited til the turn to raise. And if he had a Jack or another pocket pair he'd have either raised preflop or just called all the way. So I figured a flush draw was his most likely hand.

Hand 2: Value bets or bluffs?

4 handed $10/20 hold'em.
1 fold, button raises to $20, small blind folds, I call in big blind with
K9

flop ($45):
8♣ Q♣ 9♦

I bet $10, he raises to $20, I call.

turn ($85):
5♣

I bet $20, he raises to $40, I raise to $60, he calls.

river ($205):
Q♦

I bet $20, he folds. I take down $203.

Comments: I suck at reading hands, so I just put lots of bets in and hope it works. This time it did. Opponent in this hand is very good, so I assumed he was capable of folding a decent made hand or semibluffing (betting/raising with a strong draw). My assumption must have been right, since he obviously he did one of those things.

Hand 3: Nice turn card.

6 handed $10/20 hold'em

UTG calls $10, next guy calls $10, fold, I raise to $20, small blind calls, big blind folds, 2 more callers. I have
A♦J♦

flop ($90):
8 7♠ 5♠

Small blind bets $10. 3 callers.

turn ($130):
J

Small blind bets $20, big blind calls, next guy raises to $40, I raise to $60, small blind caps it to $80, big blind folds, 2 callers.

river ($390):
4

Small blind bets $20, 2 callers.

Small blind has
J♠6♠ (an 8-high straight)
next guy has
J♣9♠ (a pair of Jacks with 9-kicker)

Small blind wins $447

Comment: Small blind was the reason I was in this game. He saw the flop almost every hand, bet and raised often with no hand or on draws, and check/called with his strong hands. The guy with J9 was also loose and weird. My flop call I thought was a no-brainer, even without a backdoor flush draw. Given how bad both players are, I couldn't fold top pair top kicker on the turn, so I figured 3betting was the best play. It turned out I was a 52% favorite to win the hand, so my 3bet (and small blind's cap) was very profitable for me with 2 callers. Too bad I couldn't just claim 52% of the $390 that was in the pot before the river.


Friday, January 13, 2006

Go Terps

Well we looked like a 2nd rate team against Duke this week, and worse, now this crap.

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

FAQ

When you see FAQ, for example here, does the voice in your head spell it out like "eff-ay-kyoo" or pronounce it like the word "fax" or "fac" or something along those lines?

I'm seriously curious, please post a comment with your answer. If the voices in your head tell you other things, I'd like to hear about them as well.

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

0.9999... = 1

Pretty funny thread on 2+2. Somebody posted a poll: Does 0.999... = 1?

It is funny because 0.99999... (where "..." means infinite more 9s) is equal to 1. But several people vehemently disagree about this mathematical fact.

Some of my favorites:

A.

You can show (using calculus or other methods) that with a large
enough number of 9s in the expansion, you can get arbitrarily close to
1.

SO in Math it does = 1 , however in reality it doesn't but its accepted that it is. So is the accepted answer its 1 , then yes, is it really no.

B.

They are not equal except in practical terms. It is similar to the question if I travel half the distance to my destination, then half again, on adinfinitum, will I ever reach my destination - no.

C.

I doesn't matter how many 9's there are in the .99999. The number you end up with is still some tiny tiny amount less than 1. That should be obvious but sadly looking at the results of the poll it isn't.


The guy in quote A is willing to draw a line between "math" and "reality." In other words "I don't care what all the experts who understand this issue say, my ignorant opinion is going to govern my reality."

The guy in quote B might have just proved to himself that he can never actually reach any destination.

The guy in quote C is so confident that his wrong answer is right that he actually looks down on people that understand the right answer to the question.

People's confusion on this matter stems from a flawed understanding of the decimal system, difficulty with the concept of infinity and poor math education. They cling to their sense of intuition which is good for concepts like 1, 2, or 10, but is woefully lacking when dealing with complex concepts like infinity. They even dismiss examples that appeal to intuition, like 1/3 = 0.333..., so 3/3 = 0.9999... = 1. Each intuitive step leads to an counterintuitive conclusion, so they ignore it.

Sometimes when people disagree, there is no right answer. Sometimes there is. Flawed reasoning is everywhere because proper reasoning isn't as easy as it seems. Sometimes sound reasoning results in a startling conclusion that defies intuition or conventional wisdom.

When your stance is different than a consensus of experts, maybe you ought to take another look at your stance. We'd all be better off if we were more open to the possibility that we're wrong.

another TV show, too new to include on the list


Sunday, January 08, 2006

Small victories

I have trouble playing longer than an hour, too often let myself get frustrated, and tend to quit when I'm emotional. I just overcame all of that, and karma rewarded me with a nice come-from-behind win. My name is Earl.

After about 50 minutes I was down 30BBs, frustrated at a string of bad beats, and nearly convinced myself to quit. But I realized that the people I was playing against were total morons and figured I should stick around a bit longer. After another half hour I had recovered all of my losses and more.

I shouldn't be having these kinds of problems. Usually I don't, but Party 6max games have a mysterious power over me. Plus I'm riding a 150BB downswing at Absolute $5/10, so maybe I'm on edge more than normal. Or I just suck.

Also, I slept from midnight to 4pm last night. It was great.

Thursday, January 05, 2006

I got a call about a job opening this week. I said I wasn't interested, but its nice that people I used to work with recommended me. If I go broke hopefully they'll hook me up.

How to pay less for your Comcast

Recent words of support reminded me that I meant to add this information to the Businesses that I hate.


When I called to cancel my Comcast account, they asked for a reason. I told them bad customer service. Then said they'd hate to lose my business, would I be willing to stay if they reduced their monthly fee?

I urge everyone to quit giving Comcast your money. But if you stick with them, at least call up and bluff that you're leaving, and they'll almost certainly give you a discount. The worst that can happen is they don't offer you a discount, and then you can say you changed your mind about switching to DirecTV.

Use the extra money I helped you save to fund an account at one of the poker sites I advertise.

Or use it to buy tickets on Fandango. Fucker.

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

followup

If you object to what Bush did because you believe strongly in checks and balances, and think the harm of his actions in those political terms outweighs their good in national security, that is a good basis for an argument. But there's way too much bullshit out there because everyone has their own little agendas.

Paul's latest.

Basically says that he used to do illegal stuff that he doesn't think should be illegal, so he objects to domestic spying because it might lead to more people like him getting busted. I assume his past crimes were drug related. It comes across like he has more interest in protecting people's secret illegal drug habits than increasing our ability to thwart terrorists.

And here I was concerned that too many people are raising hell about the wiretaps just because they don't like Bush.

To be fair, the reason he cites for his objection is the reasonable idea that if you give someone a power with the understanding they'll use it for good, eventually they'll use it for bad. He brings up the drug issue as the reason why he cares so much - the drugs so near and dear to him are the obvious next target for domestic spying.

I'm open to discussion about legalizing drugs. But given that they're illegal now, I guess those of us with nothing to hide should be put at greater risk so Paul can keep smoking up without fear of big brother.

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

War, terrorists, Paulp

I decided to chime on on paulp's blog. Some people made the point I was going for a lot better than I did. But I did like my analogy. The entire thread.

His post and some responses:

the unanswerable question

Excerpt from Live and Let Spy

Which brings me to this week's scandal about No Such Agency spying on "Americans." I have difficulty ginning up much interest in this story inasmuch as I think the government should be spying on all Arabs, engaging in torture as a televised spectator sport, dropping daisy cutters wantonly throughout the Middle East, and sending liberals to Guantanamo.

But if we must engage in a national debate on half-measures: After 9/11, any president who was not spying on people calling phone numbers associated with terrorists should be impeached for being an inept commander in chief.

With a huge gaping hole in lower Manhattan, I'm not sure why we have to keep reminding people, but we are at war. (Perhaps it's because of the media blackout on images of the 9/11 attack. We're not allowed to see those because seeing planes plowing into the World Trade Center and the Pentagon might make us feel angry and jingoistic.)

Among the things that war entails are: killing people (sometimes innocent), destroying buildings (sometimes innocent) and spying on people (sometimes innocent).

That is why war is a bad thing. But once a war starts, it is going to be finished one way or another, and I have a preference for it coming out one way rather than the other.

In previous wars, the country has done far worse than monitor telephone calls placed to jihad headquarters. FDR rounded up Japanese — many of them loyal American citizens — and threw them in internment camps.

So "we are at war." The war to which she refers is not the war in iraq, it is the "war on terrorism." We are at war with terrorists, and apparently all manner of once unacceptable measures are necessary to win this war.

My question is this: how will we know when this war is over? This question cannot be answered with any kind of generalities. I want to hear an extremely specific list of criteria for when this war will be over and I can go back to complaining about the government spying on US citizens without any oversight without my being considered a terrorist sympathizer for so doing. If these measures are temporary, if we are making allowances so as to win a struggle that has an end to it, if we are only taking the low road long enough to get back on the high road: well, such claims cannot honestly be made unless the end of the war is well-defined with testable criteria.

So does anyone know how we will know when the war on terrorism is over? I am also curious about the war on poverty and the war on christmas. Oddly the war on drugs could be won in a single day with the stroke of a pen, but it is a mighty heavy pen.

Of course, this is assuming I'm talking to people from the world of the normal. In the Democrats' world, there are two more options. Violate no one's civil liberties and get used to a lot more 9/11s, or the modified third option, preferred by Sen. John D. Rockefeller: Let the president do all the work and take all the heat for preventing another terrorist attack while you place a letter expressing your objections in a file cabinet as a small parchment tribute to your exquisite conscience.

"If you're not with us you're against us."



From:[info]adspar
Date: January 3rd, 2006 - 08:26 pm


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Remember that scene in The Last of the Mohicans where Magua turns on the British troops while he's escorting them through the woods? A bunch of Native Americans jump out from behind the trees to ambush the British, and the British soldiers respond by lining up in their rows and firing on command.

Of course, while we're watching that we can see how ridiculous it is that they'd think that was the best response to the attack. Yeah, group all of you together in your bright red coats so they can aim at you easier. Then fire all at once on command so they'll know exactly when to duck for cover. It was painfully obvious that the British military was built for a different kind of fight.

Is it appropriate to spy on American citizens? Should our military torture people? Does this war have an end? Should we even be calling it a war?

Those are all important questions, and people seem to answer based on their party affiliations. But we don't have real answers to them yet because we've never dealt with anything like 9/11 before.

War was always against a well-defined enemy who lived in a specific geographic area and wore the same colors. Most Americans understood that there was a general code of what was acceptable in war. Just like the British had a different code of conduct for war. But that code was made for a different era, and while we debate the details we're risking lives.

9/11 was an unprecedented attack that revealed a different kind of enemy who fight by different rules. I don't know what the right response is. But I don't fault our leadership for taking unprecedented action in response to an unprecedented threat, even if some of it offends people. Hopefully as we continue to deal with this, we'll come to a better understanding and start to figure out some good answers to those questions. Ideally we'll be able to maintain all the liberties we've valued. But maybe some of those liberties are bright red coats that make us easier to hit, and we'll have to switch to camouflage.
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From:[info]mosch2000
Date: January 3rd, 2006 - 08:54 pm

I do not think that word means what you think it means...

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9/11 was an unprecedented attack that revealed a different kind of enemy who fight by different rules.

9/11 wasn't even remotely unprecedented. Asymmetric warfare has existed for an extraordinarily long time, and is a common tactic when your enemy has greater military might.

This idea that 9/11 is vastly different than Oklahoma City, the Second Boer War, the Revolutionary War, or Hannibal's attacks on Rome is flawed at best. In every one of these cases a weaker force used unconventional tactics to gain an advantage that was considered "unfair" by the stronger force.
From:[info]adspar
Date: January 3rd, 2006 - 09:43 pm

Re: I do not think that word means what you think it means...

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You are right.

But I'm sure you know that I mean the attack resulted in an unprecedented loss of life on American soil. Even if "unprecedented" is somehow the wrong word in that context, the point is that we hadn't seen anything like that, and many of us probably believed nothing like it would happen here.

And I agree that we should look to history, hence my goofy analogy.

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From:[info]mosch2000
Date: January 3rd, 2006 - 10:19 pm

Re: I do not think that word means what you think it means...

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I can think of numerous battles, fought on American soil, which resulted in more death than 9/11. The World Wars mostly resulted in the death of Americans overseas, but I fail to see that as being significantly different either.

9/11 was dramatic and tragic, but even if it happened every year, you'd be more likely to die of:
influenza, cancer, heart disease, drowning, gravity (falling down), car accidents, poisoning, smoke inhalation, diabetes and a host of other "dangers" that we all willingly face every day.

The idea that this one relatively minor risk is somehow special, just because some crazy people did it on purpose is flawed. The idea that our best possible use of resources is to spend a few hundred billion dollars killing people in a faraway land is even more absurd.
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Date: January 3rd, 2006 - 11:11 pm

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"I can think of numerous battles, fought on American soil, which resulted in more death than 9/11."

Are there any that people alive now have seen? If there are, we've certainly forgotten them. Has any battle resulted in more loss of civilian life? I'm genuinely curious. I think I know the answer, but I'm far from certain.

"The idea that this one relatively minor risk is somehow special, just because some crazy people did it on purpose is flawed."

I disagree.

The 9/11 attack revealed in horrible fashion that there are crazy people out there who want to come to where we work and live and kill us. This IS a special case compared to your list of various natural and lifestyle-related killers. Car accidents don't hate us and want to kill us. We choose to get in cars, accepting the risks. We don't have to choose to let people keep attacking us, we can fight back. And they WILL keep attacking us if we don't stop them.

You compared the terrorist attacks to several historical wars that you sound like you know far more about than I do. I agree with those comparisons - we need to think of this as a war. The goal of war is destroying the enemy, and that is what the terrorists want to do - destroy us.

The reason I responded in the first place is beacause often people that ask the kinds of questions Paul asked ("when is the war over?") do so because they don't think this is a war. I don't know if that was Paul's point or not, but Paul's question does point out that if this is a war, it is a different kind of military war than we are used to, in that it is open-ended.

9/11 showed that they are more of a threat than we ever gave them credit for before it happened. And 9/11 showed some of us that terrorism isn't the "relatively minor risk" that you think it is. No, it didn't kill more people than cancer, but if they got some nukes or dirty bombs they could.

You are right that you can analyze this war in terms of optimal allocation of resources. If our equations are wrong and we're wrong to be at war, we lose hundreds of billions dollars and the lives of soldiers who chose to fight for their country. If we were wrong to avoid this war, we could lose millions of civilians in a WMD attack (and the resulting economic damage would be more worse than the war costs). I prefer the former gamble to the latter.

And by the way, I agree the way we overlook some of the other risks you mentioned is irresponsible. But just because someone smokes a cigarette while expressing concern about terror doesn't mean their terror concerns aren't valid. It means they'd rather die of lung cancer in 30 years than in a blown up building next week, and the weight of the probabilities doesn't compensate for the severity of the preference.

Anyway, I don't often tentacle on Paul's blog but I love reading it. I felt strongly enough about this one to respond, but I've chosen to quickly throw stuff together rather than taking the time and effort to present a tighter argument. But thanks for exchanging your thoughts with me.

To summarize the points I wanted to make:

1. A large-scale attack against civilians on American soil is enough for me to consider this a war.
2. Wars are drastic and ugly and expensive, but sometimes necessary. Whether any one is necessary can be debated, but debating in the middle of it can be dangerous.
3. This is a different kind of war than America is used to fighting, and that should force us to reconsider some things that we've always taken for granted (just like in many of the wars you mentioned, the stronger force should have/did reconsider things in the face of asymmetrical attacks.) Debating things like if we should be spying on citizens in the future is something we should do, but looking back on what has already happened we should give the President the benefit of the doubt because he was faced with a drastic situation that called for drastic action.
4. Debating these matters gets really tricky if we take sides based on the political game, something both sides do way too often.



Books

I've read the following books and recommend them.

Non-fiction:

Understanding People

Guns, Germs, and Steel: The Fates of Human Societies
by Jared Diamond

How the Mind Works
by Steven Pinker

The Language Instinct
by Steven Pinker

The Blank Slate: The Modern Denial of Human Nature
by Steven Pinker

The Moral Animal
by Robert Wright

Non-Zero: The Logic of Human Destiny
by Robert Wright

The Selfish Gene
by Richard Dawkins

The Journey of Man: A Genetic Odyssey
by Spencer Wells

Freakonomics
by Steven Levitt and Stephen Dubner

The Number
by Alex Berenson

Liar's Poker
by Michael Lewis

How to Win Friends & Influence People
by Dale Carnegie


Understanding the Universe

A Brief History of Time
by Stephen Hawking

The Universe in a Nutshell
by Stephen Hawking

The Elegant Universe
by Brian Greene


Understanding Poker

The Theory of Poker
by David Sklansky

Hold'em Poker for Advanced Players
by David Sklansky and Mason Malmuth

Small Stakes Hold'em
by Ed Miller, David Sklansky, and Mason Malmuth


Fiction:

Atlas Shrugged
by Ayn Rand

The Fountainhead
by Ayn Rand

The Lord of the Rings
by J.R.R. Tolkien

Popular Modern Authors I've enjoyed

Clive Cussler
Michael Crichton
John Grisham

Guns, Germs, and Steel

I finally finished reading Jared Diamond's book Guns, Germs, and Steel. I highly recommend this book.

It had the paradoxical properties of being difficult to read yet impossible to put down, because Diamond uses many detailed and dry examples to paint a fascinating picture. Basically it took me a few months to read it in 30 minute increments, compared to the "average book" that might take me a couple weeks to read in 90 minute blocks.


From the Wikipedia summary:

According to the author, an alternative title would be: "A short history about everyone for the last 13,000 years". But the book is not merely an account of the past; it attempts to explain why Eurasian civilization, as a whole, has survived and conquered others, while refuting the belief that Eurasian hegemony is due to any form of Eurasian intellectual superiority. Diamond argues that the gaps in power and technology between human societies do not reflect cultural or racial differences, but rather originate in environmental differences powerfully amplified by various positive feedback loops.

Monday, January 02, 2006

Cuban is the man

Great investment advice from Mark Cuban:

So here is my investment advice for anyone who doesn’t have enough saved to walk away from their job and retire…

1. If interest rates stay where they are or go higher, look at 5 year or shorter maturity vehicles. It doesnt matter if its a bank CD, a money market fund, a tax free fund, treasuries or combinations there of. Bottom line is this, 4plus percent taxed, or up to 6 plus percent tax free equivalent (depending on your tax bracket), is not a bad way to go. If rates go down, do the same thing, evenif you earn a lower rate. At the end of the year, you are guaranteed to have more than you started with.

2. Evaluate your lifestyle. People forget that sometimes the best investment they can make is in wisely buying things they know they will use. If you track what you use and consume, whether its gas vs bus fare, buying bulk quantities or other discretionary spending, you can save more and earn a far greater return than you could in the stock market. If you can save 10pct per month on a hundred dollar per month budget, thats 120 bucks you can put in the bank. Thats the equivalent of earning 12 pct on a 1k dollar investment. If you can cut 100 bucks per month off 1k dollar monthly budget, thats like earning 12 pct on 10k dollars. Thats pretty darn good. Spend smart, put your savings in risk averse, interest earning offerings.

3. Invest in yourself. Do the things that can get you closer to your goals and dreams. It wont come from a brokerage commercial. It will come from preparing yourself , working hard and standing apart from your competition. You Inc is the best stock you can ever buy…if you are willing to do the work.


I'd rather get lucky than work hard, because I'm lazy. That's a nice fantasy but a really stupid plan. Mark's advice, in the form of a blog entry that took him less than an hour to throw together, is better than any of the bullshit I learned about investing in college. It is pretty cool that a self-made billionaire regularly blogs his thoughts on this kind of thing.

Taxes

I just spent some time starting to organize my poker records for tax purposes. Good times.