Sunday, April 29, 2007
boring personal updates
Happy birthdays to my mother (52 on Sunday) and grandfather (83 on Saturday).
Saturday, April 28, 2007
3 related links
Friday, April 27, 2007
Is this a movie?
That article mentions she wrote a book called Less Stress, More Success.
"Less Stress, More Success" addresses not only the pressure to be perfect but also a need to live with integrity.
"Holding integrity is sometimes very hard to do because the temptation may be to cheat or cut corners," it says. "But just remember that 'what goes around comes around,' meaning that life has a funny way of giving back what you put out."
It seems that she was a very well-liked and well-respected character on campus. It is hard to imagine someone living a lie for so long, while doing such good work, wondering if one day it would all come back to haunt her.
It is kind of like that Leonardo DiCaprio flick Catch Me if You Can.
Thursday, April 26, 2007
look
I don't even know how to describe his writing, which I've said before. I guess one thing I'd add is that Silber is the guy who says something that absolutely nobody wants to hear, but that many people deep down somewhere know is true. Rather than deal with that disturbing truth they find a way to put it out of their mind. Everyone has their own way, but every time someone ignores Silber's message, it kills a little piece of him. It makes for very compelling writing, heartbreaking and maddening.
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
Ok I'm ready
America is an entire nation of Cho Seung-Hui. Cho Seung-Hui is our President. He is us. That is who we are. And for those of you who laugh at this, I hope one day you wake up and realize it is true.
Pat Tillman was a hero
Simply, Pat Tillman was a hero.
That's a word, hero, that gets thrown around so much that it is almost devoid of meaning most of the time it is used. I'm not using that word lightly here. I think I'm using it in a way meant to convey almost the same sense as when religious people speak in wonder and awe about their personal deity. But like Pat Tillman I'm an atheist, and as people without supernatural perfect beings for inspiration, we only have principles and ideals of our own choosing. We tend to think of these ideals as pure and good and right, just as religious people think of their gods as pure and good and right. (I mention this here not to start an argument against religion as I often do, but to relate my emotions to something that maybe more people can understand.) I call Pat Tillman a hero, and he inspires a childlike sense of awe, and writing about him is so hard, because he was a man who lived up to his ideals, and died for them.
Just thinking about him in that regard is an emotionally powerful thing for me. How many people could do what he did? There are hundreds of thousands of people in the military, and this shouldn't take away from their honor, but I wonder how many of them would have given up everything that Pat Tillman gave up. This was a man who left behind what most people would consider a dream life, a hero's life - professional athletic career, wealth, fame, a beautiful wife - to fight for what he believed was right. He had everything anyone could want, and his conscience compelled him to walk away and fight for his ideals. That is what made him a hero, and what inspires such strong feeling. I'm typically not emotional on a visceral level, but I get choked up thinking about it.
Pat Tillman risked and lost his life for his ideals. And before his body was cold, terrible people began using his death as a cynical weapon against the pure and good and right ideals for which he fought.
The first part is enough to make me want to cry. The second part is enough to make me want to rip the beating hearts from the chests of the the disgusting pigs who make a mockery of the ultimate sacrifice. They are the self-serving politicians who cynically throw the word hero around to suit their political agenda, but try to destroy a real hero. They are the credulous reporters and media organizations who mindlessly and gutlessly regurgitate the politicians' propaganda and lies, and then congratulate themselves on their tremendous work. They are the parasitic pundits who collect fat checks to scream about how we're in the ultimate war to end all wars, but make no sacrifice of their own, and certainly aren't putting on a uniform. They are the soldiers who betrayed their fallen brother's memory by allowing the lies, and by insulting his family.
It is maddening to contemplate. I can't imagine that I'll ever be able to reflect calmly about Pat Tillman until Bush and his entire disgusting administration are impeached and prosecuted for their crimes; until every media outlet runs front page stories about their own pathetic failings and implements serious policies to make sure they never repeat their mistakes; until every fat pathetic pundit who cheered on the war that Pat Tillman knew was "so fucking illegal" and defended the Bush administration's inexcusable offenses has been shamed into obscurity; until every soldier who spread the lies they were ordered to spread has apologized; and until the officer who smeared the Tillman family is dishonorably discharged.
I can at least take a sliver of hope from seeing that the Tillman family continues to fight for Pat's memory. I can take a bit of hope that honorable political commentators are showing how the media has failed us. And I can take a bit of hope that the Democratic Congress is beginning to exercise some oversight of the Bush administration.
That's all I can write about it now. This is too much.
Thanks Rudy!
Jaw agape.MANCHESTER, N.H. —- Rudy Giuliani said if a Democrat is elected president in 2008, America will be at risk for another terrorist attack on the scale of Sept. 11, 2001.
But if a Republican is elected, he said, especially if it is him, terrorist attacks can be anticipated and stopped.
“This war ends when they stop coming here to kill us!” Giuliani said in his speech. “Never, ever again will this country ever be on defense waiting for [terrorists] to attack us if I have anything to say about it. And make no mistake, the Democrats want to put us back on defense!”
Giuliani said terrorists “hate us and not because of anything bad we have done; it has nothing to do with Israel and Palestine. They hate us for the freedoms we have and the freedoms we want to share with the world.”
Giuliani continued: “The freedoms we have are in conflict with the perverted, maniacal interpretation of their religion.” He said Americans would fight for “freedom for women, the freedom of elections, freedom of religion and the freedom of our economy.”Addressing the terrorists directly, Giuliani said: “We are not giving that up, and you are not going to take it from us!”
They hate us for our freedoms!! (So if we take away our freedoms they won't hate us any more!!!! Right? Ok cool!) You'll never take our freedoms (wink wink)!!!
“I listen a little to the Democrats and if one of them gets elected, we are going on defense,” Giuliani continued. “We will wave the white flag on Iraq. We will cut back on the Patriot Act, electronic surveillance, interrogation and we will be back to our pre-Sept. 11 attitude of defense.”Cut back on illegal anti-American things that reduce our freedom? Only those pussy-ass defensive Defeatocrats do that!!! I'm RUDY!!! I WAS THE MAYOR ON 9/11! I'm not a fucking pussy defender because I play offense and offense is awesome and defense is for little girly Democrats who are not as big and manly as me. RUDY!!!!! RUDY!!!!!!!
Monday, April 23, 2007
froth
- Elizabeth de la Vega, UNITED STATES v. GEORGE W. BUSH et al.
case #740834.
life
I bought a house knowing that there was a good chance I'd be quitting my job. I quit my job. I didn't get another job for a year and a half, and played poker to support myself in the meantime. The job I finally took paid a whole lot less than the one I had quit. I invited my girlfriend to move in with me when she dropped out of college, after we'd only been dating for a few months. A few months later we got married. We visited the Philippines, my first trip abroad. I started eating sushi all the time. We adopted a cat. Then another. Now we're selling the house and move to Ohio for her to finish school, presumably leaving both of our jobs behind. We have no idea where we'll be going after that.
The only choices I'm sure were good were Kira and the cats. The rest might have involved varying degrees of stupidity, but I don't think I could have done it any other way.

Sunday, April 22, 2007
a minute is over
"I ain't been in the playoffs in a minute."
- Iverson explaining his slow start tonight
I love it. I love that playoff basketball is here, and I love that Allen Iverson said that and I love this game!
Going into the first round it seemed like the outcomes were fairly certain for most of the series, including the assumption that the Spurs would beat the Nuggets. But after watching Denver pull off the upset tonight, I think they can win this series. I never fully appreciated Carmelo's game until tonight; Camby is a beast; my Terp brother Steve Blake is a solid role player, as is Nene. And A.I. is A.I. and he ain't been in the playoffs in a minute, but he's back now. Awesome.
I definitely have to root for them because they're way funner to watch than San Antonio, and I have to support Blake (by passively cheering him on from 2,000 miles away). I love it!
Selling my HDTV
Bill Kristol = fucking idiot
Today he said that admitting what a irredeemable disaster the Iraq War has been is worse than saying America would be better off if we still had racist segregation policies.
I don't doubt that he believes it. Dude is a war-mongering fucking idiot, and Fox News and the rest of our retarded media continues to treat him as if his opinion is worth hearing. And I guess there's perverse justification for it since our fucking idiot President clearly listens to fucking idiots like Bill Kristol.
Saturday, April 21, 2007
Friday, April 20, 2007
holy shit
Thursday, April 19, 2007
Yay Green!
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
McCain Self-Destructs
I honestly wonder if maybe he's got some kind of brain damage. He's an elderly man at this point; maybe he's in the early stages of Alzheimer's or something. Seeing what he says and does makes me think that somewhere deep in his brain he has a few core values like "America = good" and "must win war" and "I will be President" but then the parts of his brain that process information and govern rationality are malfunctioning.
So he gets in front of a certain audience, has a few ideas about what that audience values, and tries to spin his own core ideas and the audience's values into a message. But he long ago abandoned any hope of his message being consistent with anything he's ever said before. And now he's at the point where he's abandoned logical coherance as something important in his message.
It is like McCain is a caricature of a pathetic pandering politician, except real. I'm basing all of this off basic reporting of what he says and does, and I'm not sure that it puts me in a position to evaluate this next statement, but I do think that he is almost totally genuine. I don't think he's a diabolical schemer. I think he genuinely believes everything he says at the time he says it, and is genuinely unable to comprehend the contradictions and inanity.
End rant/
Sunday, April 15, 2007
Today I am a man
Here are 3 good links to celebrate my victory.
1) Here's an interview with a recently retired DOJ attorney. Lots of insights like this:
Q: You began in the Justice Department during the Watergate years. How would you rank Alberto Gonzales in terms of politicization of the department in comparison to the other AGs you have worked for?
A: Actually, I began earlier, in the first Nixon administration, as a college intern in 1971. But I was there again in the Watergate era, when I worked in part of the Attorney General's Office during my first year of law school in 1973-1974, and then continuously as a trial attorney and office director for nearly 30 years. That adds up to more than a dozen attorneys general, including Ed Meese as well as John Mitchell, and I used to think that they had politicized the department more than anyone could or should. But nothing compares to the past two years under Alberto Gonzales.
To be sure, he continued a trend of career/noncareer separation that began under John Ashcroft, yet even Ashcroft brought in political aides who in large measure were experienced in government functioning. Ashcroft's Justice Department appointees, with few exceptions, were not the type of people who caused you to wonder what they were doing there. They might not have been firm believers in the importance of government, but generally speaking, there was a very respectable level of competence (in some instances even exceptionally so) and a relatively strong dedication to quality government, as far as I could see.
Under Gonzales, though, almost immediately from the time of his arrival in February 2005, this changed quite noticeably. First, there was extraordinary turnover in the political ranks, including the majority of even Justice's highest-level appointees. It was reminiscent of the turnover from the second Reagan administration to the first Bush administration in 1989, only more so. Second, the atmosphere was palpably different, in ways both large and small. One need not have had to be terribly sophisticated to notice that when Deputy Attorney General Jim Comey left the department in August 2005 his departure was quite abrupt, and that his large farewell party was attended by neither Gonzales nor (as best as could be seen) anyone else on the AG's personal staff.
Third, and most significantly for present purposes, there was an almost immediate influx of young political aides beginning in the first half of 2005 (e.g., counsels to the AG, associate deputy attorneys general, deputy associate attorneys general, and deputy assistant attorneys general) whose inexperience in the processes of government was surpassed only by their evident disdain for it.
Having seen this firsthand in a range of different situations for nearly two years before I retired, I found it not at all surprising that the recent U.S. Attorney problems arose in the first place and then were so badly mishandled once they did.
2.) Here's a nice metaphor from PZ. Religion is an obstacle, and there are pictures!
Friday, April 13, 2007
People who look a bit different getting together more often
Apparently though, I might be a source of friction:
In some categories of interracial marriage, there are distinct gender-related trends. More than twice as many black men marry white women as vice versa, and about three-fourths of white-Asian marriages involve white men and Asian women.Should I wonder how my wife is viewed in the half-Asian community? Or should I wonder if she's half as much of a sell-out as her mother? Actually, half a sellout would be pretty generous, judging by the bottom line on our joint tax statement.C.N. Le, a Vietnamese-American who teaches sociology at the University of Massachusetts, says the pattern has created some friction in Asian-American communities.
“Some of the men view the women marrying whites as sellouts, and a lot of Asian women say, ’Well, we would want to date you more, but a lot of you are sexist or patriarchal,”’ said Le, who attributes the friction in part to gender stereotypes of Asians that have been perpetuated by American films and TV shows.
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
Greenwald pwns ABC News
It all started with this piece about how ABC recently made a huge deal out of a story about Iran's nuclear capabilities without giving any information about the sources of its information. That led to an exchange with an executive at ABC who basically says that people should just trust ABC because of what a great news organization they are. There was no way Glenn was going to let them get away with that, and so a few days later he came out with a story showing how ABC has yet to retract their irresponsible and erroneous reporting where they linked Iraq to the anthrax scares here in 2001. Both the Iran nuclear story and the Iraq anthrax story were from ABC's Brian Glenn, and both were based on anonymous sources.
After an ABC exec sent Glenn an absurd response to the anthrax story, he unleashed this brutal shredding of ABC News today. Amazing work.
Monday, April 09, 2007
Blogs I read, in case it isn't obvious yet
Glenn Greenwald - Glenn's brilliant blogging has gotten even better since his move to Salon. He puts up a new post almost every day. He is a fierce critic of the political media and the Bush Administration and its supporters. I can't say enough good things about his writing.
Think Progress - A daily news blog that seeks to advance progressive ideas. They're very quick.
Hullabaloo - Digby and friends crank out several insightful posts every day. They tend towards more of a partisan Democrat approach, but this isn't a bad thing as they are very fair-minded. The writing takes on a kind of casual feel, but is very serious.
The Daily Howler - Absolutely an awesome site with a new article around noon every weekday. Their focus is mainly media criticism, with a primary ongoing theme that the media mindlessly passes along flawed conservative talking points while liberals watch and do nothing. The writing explodes with a burning sense of righteous indignation, especially about the way the mainstream media savages prominent liberal politicians, Al Gore most of all.
Pharyngula - The ScienceBlog of biology professor and Man Beard PZ Myers, this self-described "godless liberal" churns out several posts a day on a variety of topics, mainly focusing on biology, religion/atheism, and politics. He's an especially vocal opponent of Intelligent Design Creationism.
Dispatches for the Culture Wars - My other regular ScienceBlog reading is Ed Brayton's blog. He also tends to churn out several posts every morning. He does a lot of social commentary and legal analysis, usually from an ACLU-type perspective, and he's an active opponent of Intelligent Design Creationism. He also mixes in some sports and music commentary on a fairly regular basis.
TomDispatch - "A regular antidote to the mainstream media" is a perfect way to describe this site. A few times a week Tom posts a feature story that takes an angle you'll rarely encounter in the major media. He is very critical of the war and the Bush Administration, and often tackles tough social issues.
Once Upon a Time - I think this is the most unique blog on this list. Arthur Silber posts a few times per week, but I'd have a tough time describing his posts. They are intensely personal to him, and he often seems unable to contain his passion. His topic is usually America's imperialistic foreign policy, so you might think this is another political blog, but his writing is more about morality. My crude summary of his central thesis would be that the world is an incomprehensibly cruel and unfair place, so much so that we use false narratives to shield ourselves from it, and that America's behavior, when properly viewed, is astonishingly hypocritical and immoral. I don't know if that description does justice to his work. You really have to go read it for yourself, and plan to spend a lot of time going back through his archives to see the support that he often self-references.
Media Matters - They relentlessly and astutely document the mainstream media's promotion of conservative misinformation.
Nit Pick - This guy posts irregularly about political matters. I just dig his style. He's into the whole brevity thing.
Crooks and Liars - Media critique and liberal politics. Lots of posts every day, usually built around video clips.
UPDATE: If you have an blog recommendations, please comment!
Homeless people
My encounters with homeless/mentally ill people on Metro are becoming more common. Today a totally insane homeless women loudly wandered (in the middle of the train ride when normal people are sitting or standing still) into my general area, forcefully plopped herself down on a seat, sending a poof of putrid air out in a cloud around her. She then turned to the woman next to her and unleashed a viciously profane, racially-charged verbal attack, that included threats of physical violence. The woman got up and ran away in horror, as other people scattered from the area out of fear and disgust. Her stench was so overwhelming that I got out at the next stop and took the next train. I feel like the smell is still clinging to all of my clothes.
Here's a rather disturbing and heartbreaking piece on TomDispatch about how the nation's library system is basically day care for homeless people. I don't know if the author's math is right, but he argues that "we could solve the problem for less than it costs to manage it," meaning the entire existing system of managing the related problems of homelessness and mental illness:
The cost of this mad system is staggering. Cities that have tracked chronically homeless people for the police, jail, clinic, paramedic, emergency room, and other hospital services they require, estimate that a typical transient can cost taxpayers between $20,000 and $150,000 a year. You could not design a more expensive, wasteful, or ineffective way to provide healthcare to individuals who live on the street than by having librarians like me dispense it through paramedics and emergency rooms. For one thing, fragmented, episodic care consistently fails, no matter how many times delivered. It is not only immoral to ignore people who are suffering illness in our midst, it's downright stupid public policy. We do not spend too little on the problems of the mentally disabled homeless, as is often assumed, instead we spend extravagantly but foolishly.
Friday, April 06, 2007
consider it
Doubtless Iran's government merits harsh condemnation, including for its recent actions that have inflamed the crisis. It is, however, useful to ask how we would act if Iran had invaded and occupied Canada and Mexico and was arresting U.S. government representatives there on the grounds that they were resisting the Iranian occupation (called "liberation," of course). Imagine as well that Iran was deploying massive naval forces in the Caribbean and issuing credible threats to launch a wave of attacks against a vast range of sites -- nuclear and otherwise -- in the United States, if the U.S. government did not immediately terminate all its nuclear energy programs (and, naturally, dismantle all its nuclear weapons). Suppose that all of this happened after Iran had overthrown the government of the U.S. and installed a vicious tyrant (as the US did to Iran in 1953), then later supported a Russian invasion of the U.S. that killed millions of people (just as the U.S. supported Saddam Hussein's invasion of Iran in 1980, killing hundreds of thousands of Iranians, a figure comparable to millions of Americans). Would we watch quietly?
It is easy to understand an observation by one of Israel's leading military historians, Martin van Creveld. After the U.S. invaded Iraq, knowing it to be defenseless, he noted, "Had the Iranians not tried to build nuclear weapons, they would be crazy."
A Song of Ice and Fire
I recently read all 4 books that have been released in George R. R. Martin's series A Song of Ice and Fire. I've rarely read anything but nonfiction since high school, but a few friends talked me into reading the first book of the series, and I was hooked from there.
They're in the fantasy genre like Lord of the Rings or The Chronicles of Narnia or Harry Potter, but these are very much not children's books. Aside from the violence and sex and politics, they're also full of very complex characters and there is rarely a clear good or clear evil. The series is supposed to go to 7 books in the next few years, and HBO and Martin are developing a television series.
I can't recommend them highly enough.



